_D£struction_

Evil desires sweet harmony of nightmares and deep ugly feeling that shine appart the envy of lust and blood curse which full fill my dream of life. Destruction thinking so deeply and devilish i am afraid of my thoughts my land of hate and cursed evil mind dangerous and peacefull tormented by the feeling of death. take me away take me in take me out dont look at me let me stay let me be here let me be let me... dont toutch me now dont toutch me dont... let me drown in my blood my arms cuted my heart bleeds my mind stoped and blowen up those... danger. be safe, be near, be appart, be away, just be...and stay....look at me now, i want u here see me bleedind till death comes inside me till death sweet death full of darkness of dreams and light... look at my eyes look at...me. toutch my soul with ur envy words... let me be here...stare. let me stay...aware. let me be and let me get in...now i am ready...now i am....now i will go... stay here...look...stop me for breathing... stop!!! just stay and stare, just look at me, just be aware, carefully, just be here....
Now i am
going
now i am
drowning
in my blood...gold of life
now
i am going
just stay
here with no me
here with my soul that is bleeding for ur lust
for ur desire
for ur darkness, ur luv, ur you
dont be scare
dont run away
STAY!!!
i
am
gone
now
but...you know... i'll be with u for ever, cos blood join us, cos blood is life, cos blood joined us like a curse that never tear us appart...

_The Scr£am_

Screams loud and no one can hear the undead souls are awaken from the dawn hearts bleeding and dreaming of false love love screams louder than hell fuckin hell where we belong Strange feeling goes trought my veins and float inside of my mind strange scream that can be no heared dark scream in silence of darkness and hopeless blowen ur evilness with lust and fury and passion and fear. Blood join us in one deep soul one dark energy fire burned somewhere lost in the gates of nightmares my nightmares fullfilled and drowned dreams of beeing awake without u i hold u in my thoughts let u fall in my cuted arms hurted by me by someone beware of me by the spirit of somewhere floating in blood our origin our misery our gold of life then i scream again and u can't listen then i cry the tears of devils and u yes u now see me through my eyes and through my soul cos the moon is to high tonight and i can't get no where out of here out of something meaningless hate u with all my fury hate u with all my darkest luv hate u cos ur not mine and u here inside of.....me!

_Hopeless_

Faith hopeless feeling going through my mind less taken from a horror film that makes me suffer and suffer all night long for u my darkness that is taking the curse crossed my heart that doesn't support no more no longuer i have to admit this hopeless is drowning me in the sea of screams silent screams of my soul silent pain my mind is appart my fuckin mind crosses the sky above my eyes and i can't take this no more no more no longer above me no please no ignore me ignore my contorsions of death death's so sweet sweet like honey dont exist no more dont have shame shame on you shame life fuck u life oh life let me close my eyes and be aware of u let me stand here drowing flying away dont be close dont look dont smile and dont even dare to cry...

_The bounds_

Strange feeling comes up to me suddently without reason that i could think of.. something's wrong something's goin' on that pain in my soul that curse in my heart that word unfair and depression above sky... unware of everything i don't know... links without toughts.. feelings just that feelings dark oh darkness sad oh my sadlish evil soul that is drowning in lust.. Now i know...can it be possible can it be...links of the heart...darkness rage hope hope that my bound is fine hell of fine with no pain with no tears with warm heart... i'm here for u i'm here.... i love u, daughter, i love my love is fair my love is true my love is shared by one more souls that are now suffering for know something of u..where are u lost in darkness flower of flames spirit where are u where...

lust..im a lost soul 4ever marked by the living of that life fuckin cruel life..lost and weak my force comes from the evil my force comes from that light that ignites the sky..take a look...the shinny... is that one looking for u to be safe...come back

_sUiCiDe oF ThE sOuL_

Lost in a word of SADNESS
Looking for your touch
Hug Smile Love
Lost for ever in DARKNESS

Bring me to life again
Help me change this feeling of
RAGE helpfull strangeness that
surrenders me appart everything i touch

Lost all that i lost
is know leading me to ANGER
anger wich consomes me
consomes my beeing in totality
nothing's left
nothing's left to love
nothiing's all i am
nothing'g what i became

Born in FIRE
Born in light
living in DANGER
the limit
of this darkness life

Suicide, can i SUICIDE my dreams
cos nothing's gone change
for know
nothing...

Lost in NIGHTMARE
lost in the black ocean of mud
I'm drowning
now.......
Can't sleep no longer
can't smile with lightness
can't laught undecover
taking of the mask
i can't no longer persist
i can't move forward
i can't move
Let me stand in here
i'll fly when i have wings to fly
over this

Don't say nothing
don't think
don't jugde
don't be scare of all of this
i don't wanna to scare - or maybe - i want
wanna know why?
Cos i can't support u beside me
i can't stay
i can't be
i can't
I....
need big plastic arms surrounding me
my heart my spirit my beeing
I.....
I know that i can't support that
i'll run away for all kind of
love feelings....
This is my CURSE
this is my worst FEAR
this is my MADNESS taken for so long
this is my
all my....
this is my nightmare and dream
put together like twin brothers who can't separate
I
i know..... i'm running away
i'll be keeping running away
and when i can't stand no more
I'll FALL DOWN
in the cold floor of HATE
and leaving death takes me away
from here
My madness
I can't surrender now
This is my fuckin curse
LOST
Drowning
Counting starts now ..........10...........9...............8...........
drowning ................. 7.......................6.......................5.............
i can't breathe no more ...............4 ....................... 3....................
sweet darkness ....................2................
TAKE A LAST LOOK...............
1................................GONE!